Friday, October 25, 2013

pieces

oh
I'm trying to put together all the things I've seen
How do they fit together sanely?
I pray for the lost of a precious brother in Nepal, and all the souls that will change because of this news.
I then upload png's of black.
I then...went out for lunch?
Then I practised piano for tomorrow's fellowship.
Then I figured something at the command line.
Then dinner and a walk afterwards.  There we talked of our struggles and joked...and thought about what we will face tomorrow.
Now I'm listening to Gungor.
so much to do for one day!

I feel that my emotions are oddly detached....but I have to concentrate on what I do at each moment.
Actually, I'd like to mourn
for a while longer.

upside down (michael gungor)
upside down upside down this world is upside down do you see do you see us do you hear us make it right make it right let the sun rise

What am I doing right?
I've asked myself this question over and over.
...
Still I go back to You, to find the answer in You.
I remember,
"He has shown you, O mortal, what is good.
    And what does the Lord require of you?
To act justly and to love mercy
    and to walk humbly[a] with your God."
(Micah 6:8)

oh

But there must be reasons why things are still moving forward in time
For that ultimate ending that many have longed for
for generations before and perhaps generations to come.
There must be good reasons why our plans are superceded
and there is enough evidence to believe
for the path amidst the chaos is not easily seen.
Let us not wander off.
A long way, a long way, a long way off.